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My head feels heavy today. I ask myself 'Did I sleep well?', in fact I over slept for 11 hours.

I notice my eyes are a bit swollen,'Did I cry last night?', yes there were few tears of laughter while watching 'Comedy Nights with Kapil'.

The weather outside  has its impact on how I feel inside, today is a bright sunny day, which is quite rare. Yet I fell dull and gloomy. 

Now I stare at the screen, I have so many thoughts running in my head, difficult to choose one. 

I chose none.

Today heart wins over mind, so its all about feelings, no thoughts.

It's tricky, because what I am feeling is so real right now but I am not finding exact words to express them.'I really need to improve my vocabulary', I tell myself.

For me it's easy to write about my thoughts, but about my feelings, it's NOT !

Have you ever felt the same???

I also realize that over years, I have trained myself to think rationally and act accordingly.

When was the last time, I did something without thinking at all???

I smile, why ? Can't write about it here.

Then why write at all? 

Why Blog?

I started blogging because I felt inspired reading others blog's.

I felt the desire to write and to be read.

I felt relieved about spreading a social message.

I felt excited when I could rewrite a tale with a twist.

I felt nervous while participating in contests.

I felt confident when my post got A WOW or a Tangy tuesday badge.

I felt stupid not knowing how to design my blogsite, home page, templates etc.

I felt sad the day I had no visitor's.

I felt noticed when my page view's increased.

I felt loved when I read the comments.

So many beautiful feelings in a short journey of just 34 days, what's in store for the days to come, I thought !

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